Baby Doll

Last night we return the time with an hour and at 4 it was 3 o'clock! We were at the bar and it was funny but I was really tired at the end Now I'm a little angry because one fool (he's even my ex-boyfriend) lied me to meet in Sofia and an hour before our meeting I received sms that he won't come. Now he's writing to me in Skype but I won't answer to him!
Why some boys are so stupid???

The thing that I was afraid of happened yesterday. I came back from Sofia and when I was in Skype He wrote to me I understood He's in Belogradchik and we can meet tonight (I was on 2 birthday celebrations!). I came to see Him at the cafe, He was there with His friends and I stayed about 5 minutes and I told Him to come at the disco (later He didn't came but I'm glad about it). Later one of my friends told me He has asked if I'm with another boy but He's not jealous, just He's interested. My dear friends have told Him about the boy that I like and He has said that  I won't be with him! HA! Is He sure? Now this is my purpose and I have to reach it
On Monday He's leaving, maybe today I'll see Him again

I don't remember some things that happened then but later my friends reminisced everything to me It was a good birthday celebration

Pussycat dolls new video - I hate this part (right here). Rules

I think I've found someone else I didn't know even his name (now I know it) but I understood that one friend knows him and last night I asked who is he and etc. He gave me hope and said that this guy liked me too and he asked about me too! I hope my friend didn't lie to me and that's the truth

I don't know where to start from... A friend told me that He has sleeped in a girl's house last night He found a girl and now He doesn't care about me. But why I'm so angry? I'm not even His girlfriend and I knew that it will happen when He's away from me. I feel confused! What I gotta do now? I hope I won't see him soon (I dreamed on him tonight!)

I hate this guy! My friend has invited Him to her birthday, it's in Saturday and He was supposed to be here from today but.. HE WON'T COME! He doesn't want to see me... He doesn't care about me... I'm the fool again! I miss him, and may be He forgot about my existing there! Oh, He's having much more fun there than here but WHAT ABOUT ME? Yeah,may be I was nothing, even not His friend! I'll suffer here but on Saturday I'll drink not for him, and only for my friend cause I respect her, and he doesn't respect even her! Her boyfr will come tomorrow and I'll talk to him about this situation, the both are together in Varna and I'll ask why He doesn't want to come!

Last night I travelled by train. I felt like I'm in a scary movie but I survived I stayed alone in the compartment and even in the carriage! It was dark outside, it was raining and I was afraid that I'll miss my station My hands were shaking and I was looking through the window althought it was raining on my head! I wanted to see where exactly was I... Suddenly my grandma called me and she told me to move more forward in the train. I listened to her, took my rucksack and went to look for some people. I moved may be 3 carriages forward and I saw a conductor. I asked him is it my station near and he told me 'one more station and we're there'. That made me feel calm. But not for too long! After few minutes I saw in the reflection of the window an old woman in a compartment who was taking out from her bag... a hand-saw! May be the horrors made me feel scared from this saw but I was so frightened. I couldn't wait to get down of this nasty train!
My Dad was waiting for me and when he saw me he asked why I was wet and I told him 'because it was raining in the train'
When I told my scary story to my friends they said that I'm crazy and it's not so frightening to travel alone by train. I don't think so anymore! I felt like someone was getting through me and he would kill me with a knife

Lol I feel tired at last! I can't stop studying since he's gone - already 2 days If I don't study, I'll suffer so much and I'll think about the pain that my friend is so FAR AWAY.. It's just not fair
Well it helps me at school but I'm not sure I want to be good in studying in this way
I feel like I never misses somebody so much, even my Mom who's working in Greece! Even I dreamed of him tonight, maybe I'll dream of him many more nights I just want to scream I MISS YOU And that's all!